Dear God,
Hey, of course we have to start with the thanks. Thank you, for your mercy, guidance, grace
and love. I know you will continue to
light my path. The “mistakes”, although
all mine, I believe I was supposed to make.
So thank you for keeping me through it all.
God, I’ve been tripping lately. Letting anger get a grip on my heart and
mind. I’m still pissed. I don’t know who
is who and who. Who working for You and
who working against You. The pain and
embarrassment of the past 14, 15 years takes my breath away. It hurts so bad that I shiver every time I
think about it. I well up with anger and
lose all compassion. Fuck ‘em all.
Then I hear a quiet whisper telling me to forgive. In my heart, I know I must. It’s the only way to free myself. But I don’t know how. Every time I try, something else happens that
reignites that fire. And the flames are
burning like a ma’fa. Please help me
understand.
Help me to withstand.
They can draw tears, they can even draw blood. But they will not break my spirit. They will not take my soul. I have the power of You, the one true God
within me. You are my armor, my shield
and my sword. Let Your will be
done.
Bless and keep those souls that are Your soldiers and my
protectors; You know who is true and who ain’t.
I trust in You and that You will continue to guide us. Gods will be done.
Forgive me for my sins and help me right my wrongs. Help me continue healing and growing
spiritually. Teach me Your ways and I
will.
Thank You God, I love You.
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